So.. I’m a very… Self-defeating person. was. Was a self-defeating person. I’m starting to be more.. Self-appreciating. of my gifts, talents and way of life. So Alex was telling a story over Ventrilo, about a game of beerpong. It wasn’t until Jeremy came in that he started talking about the details, Steven went and played a game of beerpong with some people at a party, and a really hot girl got Wasted enough to kiss Steven. There is something about this, and their disbelief that just.. got to me. a common man gets an uncommon gift. The Weak rising above standards and tasting greatness. They feel jealousy for being able to kiss such a hot girl. I feel… i dont know. Pained for some reason. maybe because Alex and Jeremy are all close like best friends? Maybe cause im wondering why he didnt tell me? There is a part of me that really wants a best friend, or someone to talk about this kind of stuff with. but then when i think about it, im not that easy to talk about this stuff with.
Maybe i need one. i think i want one. a Best Friend.
Be easy about this, have fun with it!
A mind free of constraints and devoid of being clouded by emotion
A body that speaks truth and strength without saying a word.
A place to one day call Home
A Loyal dog, and or A Best friend, Companion to live with through life’s eyes.
A girl to love and who loves me back.
A job too fun to be called Work
A Connection to the World and future, a Computer, Communications.